Possible new doll line! We’re calling it Scary Tales for now. So far, it appears to be Frankie as Threaderella, Draculaura as Snow Bite, and Clawdeen as Little Dead Riding Wolf.
We’re trying to find more information on these, and we will let you know when we scare some up!
Running up that Hill
“It doesn’t hurt me, you wanna know how it feels. You wanna know, know that it doesn’t hurt me, you wanna know about the deal that I’m making. You, you and me…
and if I only could make a deal with God, and get him to swap our places, be running up that road, be running up that hill, be running up that building…
if I only could…
You don’t wanna hurt me, see how deep the bullet lies. Unaware that I’m tearing you asunder. There’s a thunder in our hearts baby. So much hate for the ones we love, tell me we both matter don’t we?
You, you and me… you and me won’t be unhappy…
If I only could make a deal with God and get him to swap our places, be running up that road, be running up that hill, be running up that building…
If I only could…
Come on baby, come on come on darling, let me steal this moment from you now.
Come on angel, come on come on darling, let’s exchange the experience…
If I only could make a deal with god, and get him to swap our places, be running up that road, be running up that hill, with no problems
If I only could make a deal with god, and get him to swap our places, be running up that road, be running up that hill, with no problems
If I only could…
A Day of Sadness and Rememberance…
Today I celebrated the life of my good friend Guy Wesley Churchouse III… It was a lovely ceremony and a fun Irish wake.
Even so, it’s just now starting to hit me… I finally was able to cry, even if only for a little bit. It felt good to be able to let at least some emotions come out. However, the depression is starting to set in. I’m not sure how to feel anymore. I really want nothing more than to have someone to hold me and tell that everything is going to be okay, that everyone will be okay. And I feel terrible that even through all this, there is only one other person that I think about lately… so out of reach, so out of touch, and yet this person is the only one that I can think of lately. I hate that things have to be so complicated.
Certainty…
I hate being uncertain… that’s one thing in life that I am most certain of. I hate being in situations where I don’t know what’s going to happen or where it’s going to go… I know it’s part of life, but that doesn’t make me dislike it any less. There was a time in my life where I thought I was certain of everything… my future, the person I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with, and the things I needed to do to make my dreams come true. Now, I am completely uncertain. My plans for my future have completely changed, that person isn’t even a small part of my life anymore, he’s just gone. The only thing that is certain in my life right now are my feelings and even then, my feelings are all wrong. I shouldn’t be feeling certain feelings that I have been feeling lately and I know that. Doesn’t change the fact that they are there though… I wish they weren’t. It would make my life so much easier if they would just go away… unless someone could just give me some certainty… that’s all I ask.
Forgetting…
Sometimes I wish I could forget everything… forget love I had and lost… forget the feelings that have developed since… forget the pain that I’ve experienced, and will most likely continue to experience… forget certain people that I have become attached to… but alas I cannot… I wish I could go on with my life without feelings… just work and go to school and be successful… but even then, feeling numb… I want numbness… not even happiness… just numbness… I wish to feel nothing for no one and for nothing… I know that wouldn’t be much of a life but if I was to choose between feeling pain or nothing, I choose nothing… if only it were that simple
